I don't remember how long it's been going on for, but I lie awake some nights, thinking about how everything will end. Of course, I'm talking about the day I die. I...
I lie awake thinking stuff like "Will my life have been a good one? Is there anything waiting for me in the afterlife? Is there even an afterlife?" I'm just rambling on, but...you get the picture.
No-one knows about this. If any of my family knew everything (this blog included), they'd possibly think I'm crazy or something. I keep trying to lie to myself, but...it's not working.
I need help... But it might already be too late.
I'm guessing I'll find out the answer soon.